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Update/Health
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So I've been back in therapy the past few months as stuff has been sliding again. Also saw a psychiatrist who gave me an additional diagnosis on top of all the shit I already have wrong with me and they also changed my meds and oh boy, they are fucking me up.
I haven't slept right in a week. Constant headaches and sickness. Tired and yawning literally all the time. A lot more stuff that I don't really want to talk about because, let's face it, it's horribly unpleasant.
I tried calling the doctor to get it changed but they haven't got back to me.
Everything is shit.
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The New Smash Bros...
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Game of the year. That is all. Online is a little wonky though.
I fiinally unlocked Lucina last night so I'm pleased.
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I Don't Update This Enough.
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Stuff's been a bit shit lately if I'm honest - not just in terms of my creativity hitting a huge dry spell but also regarding myself personally. I'm having resurfacing nightmares and hardly getting any sleep to the point where I'm thinking of re-entering therapy (I threw a chair at my last therapist, don't ask...) On top of that, there may be some financial issues on the horizon - don't get me wrong, I'm not super broke or anything and I have some savings for a total emergency, but one of my jobs has severely slashed my hours and not bothered to even pay me for the ones they DO give me (rent is expensive, which is where this becomes shaky ground.)
Stress, anxiety and insomnia do not mix will with the already ever-present schizophrenia.
I hope everyone else is having a better month.
Stress, anxiety and insomnia do not mix will with the already ever-present schizophrenia.
I hope everyone else is having a better month.
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Sigh.
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I'm back home after spending three weeks with the most wonderful, kindest, sweetest person I have ever known.
I'm not going to lie; it hurts.
I'm not going to lie; it hurts.
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Buffy Turns Twenty
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Yesterday, Buffy the Vampire Slayer became a twenty year-old show. And it's still my favourite show. It had such a strong, beautifully-acted female lead and we still need a lot more of that. Sarah really brought the title character to life. The supporting cast were incredible too; Giles, Spike, Angel and Willow in particular. Plus it was from a time when vampires were still vampires and not these modern-day sparklefloofs. I connected to a lot of people, and to my writing, through Buffy. It still inspires me, and it shaped a huge part of my younger years. I owe it more than any other fiction except for perhaps Tolkien's work.
Happy 20th, Buffy. I could watch you kick ass forever.
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