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Just letting you guys know that A Light In The Dark has now been officially scrapped and as such, there will be no more chapters. It was just getting to the point where I realised that the central character had no real depth or personality and I absolutely hated him (not the hate you'd feel for a villain - that's a good thing. This is the sort of hate you'd have for a terribly written character.) And without a solid central lead, it won't matter how good the plot, setting or anything else is - it would be impossible to become invested in the work. So, yeah. I've ended any progress on that.
However, I am in the process of writing something new that will adapt and adopt some of the other ideas/characters from ALITD that I actually quite liked and will (hopefully) go towards making something better with better lead characters that I personally feel more comfortable and happy with as an author. I do feel better about writing this one already, though of course I do fear similar things happening again. I am notorious for starting and then never progressing or finishing novels because I get bored or end up hating my work. Time will tell, I suppose.
However, I am in the process of writing something new that will adapt and adopt some of the other ideas/characters from ALITD that I actually quite liked and will (hopefully) go towards making something better with better lead characters that I personally feel more comfortable and happy with as an author. I do feel better about writing this one already, though of course I do fear similar things happening again. I am notorious for starting and then never progressing or finishing novels because I get bored or end up hating my work. Time will tell, I suppose.
Update/Health
So I've been back in therapy the past few months as stuff has been sliding again. Also saw a psychiatrist who gave me an additional diagnosis on top of all the shit I already have wrong with me and they also changed my meds and oh boy, they are fucking me up.
I haven't slept right in a week. Constant headaches and sickness. Tired and yawning literally all the time. A lot more stuff that I don't really want to talk about because, let's face it, it's horribly unpleasant.
I tried calling the doctor to get it changed but they haven't got back to me.
Everything is shit.
The New Smash Bros...
Game of the year. That is all. Online is a little wonky though.
I fiinally unlocked Lucina last night so I'm pleased.
I Don't Update This Enough.
Stuff's been a bit shit lately if I'm honest - not just in terms of my creativity hitting a huge dry spell but also regarding myself personally. I'm having resurfacing nightmares and hardly getting any sleep to the point where I'm thinking of re-entering therapy (I threw a chair at my last therapist, don't ask...) On top of that, there may be some financial issues on the horizon - don't get me wrong, I'm not super broke or anything and I have some savings for a total emergency, but one of my jobs has severely slashed my hours and not bothered to even pay me for the ones they DO give me (rent is expensive, which is where this becomes shaky gro
Sigh.
I'm back home after spending three weeks with the most wonderful, kindest, sweetest person I have ever known.
I'm not going to lie; it hurts.
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